GDP growth per Great man and per Great man's book

 

So, when you think about it, I believe we should ask ourselves whether great men and great figures have truly helped Earth and helped other human beings. There must have been many prickly people suffering from neurotic multiple psychosis, so we should think about how much harm those around them must have suffered while they were still alive. But we also need to look into why they are revered after they die.

This is insanely dangerous. A human being who is a great man who is of no help to one another, who erects “achievements” that make other humans who have climbed on top of him disregard their efforts, and is praised by future generations. So I think Alexander de Hamgi III is very good.

Healthy mentally ill person

The Great Neurotic Patient

​What he left behind when he died: (When someone asks who should carry on the legacy) The strongest one! Good! If I could fight kings! freaking good that way, anyway. If Alexander the Great had been a modern human, wouldn’t have become a superhuman, a godlike Elon Musk, in the sense they want from him.

As civilization advances, the human being is built up more and more. So, the king is a human performing the function of 70 A human performing the function of a noble 50 If the people are humans performing functions of 20–30 Modern humans have all become people who perform 60. That is the order of the current Earth civilization

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But then someone else suddenly comes out, trying to be a hero. Come out. The more you try to stand out, the more you’ll end up getting beaten in this world. If everyone ends up with an equally superior brain—education and AI, brain-recognition computers, and so on—it becomes a mess of people who are vaguely pleased with their brains, trying to stand out and think they’re special, and then they go after them. I don’t know what kind of psychosis you’re doing. Those enormous minds that can’t even make a guess.

A whale, washed ashore while swimming in the sea, is struggling to breathe on the shore

Those useless creatures called humans pet him, telling him not to die without knowing what he was doing, and to stay strong. This is the animal called a human, and the machine called civilization. Those bastards..

An image that can reveal both the origin and the end of the way of human thought.

Pharaoh, what the hell are these bastards doing? They’re high-intelligence primitives, seriously. Total political correctness..

Greek philosopher, what the hell are these bastards doing? They’re basically super-intelligent primitives, seriously a philosopher-king..

[Disillusionment with all professional activities]

These days, many chefs are appearing on TV in this country. Thinking about Chef Youhaeng makes me laugh so much. What are the men in chef uniforms, holding two wide Chinese knives in an X shape and striking a confident pose, dreaming of on television. The prestige of fine dining chefs—wouldn’t they want to keep no one from visiting their restaurant if they heard the name?

Why do you tell me to become famous so I can make my restaurant business do well? Don't you have any money? Are they people who can’t run a restaurant, don’t want to go under someone else’s roof, and want to take care of Gao? Why does TV try to create trends by job category? What kind of dream are they having. I, Hamgi de Elon Musk asks a broadcast producer. What is your vision. They tend to manipulate people by turning them into objects of their will, but I wonder what it means when they manipulate job categories.

1. I am a better being than them.
2. I was kicked out of fine dining.
3. I'm a better being than them, but I was kicked out of Fine Dining.

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David Lynch. He is (?-2025). But that afterimage still lingers strongly. Even if you haven’t retired, it’s only right to lose your halo first—about ten years before you die. That’s art. So Dali de Nam-jun Paik, who lived until old age, ran with all his might

What is David Lynch. What is it that breaks the boundary between fantasy and reality, and is the manifestation of the human entity called the Mind Master that possesses it—David Lynch’s afterimage..(I have some questions and am thinking a lot about it) Why on earth do film directors become directors, and why do they make films. I’ve been curious since I started getting a age.

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• It’s fine when people think of and make films as novels with visible autobiographical interpretations
• It would be fine to apply film theory and theater theory to make a psychoanalytic group psychodrama... …It would be kind of gross
• But I find it funny that humans living in a fantasy are filming a movie
• And the people who preach, through the characters and situations in the film, that they are the ones who received the proxy trust and, at the same time, the self-subject who triumphed over that scene, are also laughable and amusing.

I wonder if I should recite once the memories of a bright blue summer day in the greenery.

It was when I was going to school. Suddenly, I installed Tinder, met a man in Cheon-an, became like brothers, stole some chicken, and then went to Daejeon to eat fried soboro. It was around 8 p.m., and it was so dark and cold that I checked into the Lotte City Hotel.

I also wandered around a place that looked like a botanical garden, and at a pub next to Lotte City, I ordered highball and caprese and enjoyed them deliciously. The foreigners sitting outside were giggling when they saw me, so I cheerfully waved my hand. You have to show off at least that much to take first place in the popin competition.

The best soul food of my life. I went to my part-time job with my eyes gouged out from getting beaten up by my dad, and the chef treated with pity—so I got cigarette from him. Damn, I miss a house where non-my word. Will a home ever exist for me? Will I end up living a life of moving from dormitory to psychiatric hospital to hotel?

​Treat your home with care, decorate it well, and live there. Meet people too. Surprisingly, there are a lot of good people on Tinder with bad intentions. Screw the whole chicken eaten and eat it from someone else.

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Skepticism of the Descartes Dualistic Order of the Body

How did you know about this guy Descartes’ pine cone..That’s the cockpit where I’m divided into 26,192 people and go into their heads to control them. It’s a dog ending in Silent Hill. It would end with the discovering that the entire underworld is being manipulated by that damn bastard Siba Inu.​

The pine cone-shaped organ is said to have been revered by ancient civilized men, who carved it out of bas-relief and treated it as sacred. How do these bastards not know about my cockpit. No matter how much my cockpit is Han’s secret magic, this isn’t even that old of a thing that was passed down, but anyway, it’s insanely fascinating.

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Let's talk a bit about Silent Hill. The little protagonists of this game keep looking like they’re somewhere else. Whether it was the curse of his birth or an inner sense of guilt, he kept stirring through the blood-red, rusted world. The other world is a mode of the unconscious that differs from the surface of real life.

Then what is a creature? If you think in terms of the brain, it is a single neuron, a brain cell. If the patterns of the unconscious constitute the sum of the worlds, then the creatures that appear there are the qualitative forms of the unconscious-world, a dynamic organism. Then what is the appendage of this type. It is the corpse of a creature that was shot, buried, and trampled by Heather Mason.

The corpse of this creature is the result of the typical act of moving around, attacking the protagonists, getting beaten, and then dying. But the interesting thing is that all of this is just a byproduct manifesting from the protagonist’s unconscious. In other words, my brain kept making my fist deliver uppercuts to my face, and I got so pissed off that I cut off the fist with a chainsaw. Anyway, it’s an insanely good and interesting game.

It was said that the corpse of a Slient Hill's creature is an appendage of the world-qualitative form, and similarly, the is a world that manipulates human cognition and perception and functions as a part of it. pine cone, this bastard is actually insanely scary once you get to know him. According to Descartes, among the parts of the body I know, it is an insanely great and terrifying entity. A home for the soul. wow!​

So, what was Descartes believing to say that pine corn organ is the greatest part of the body, you jerk? Descartes is an insanely funny person. If He was Asian, I’d probably have self-immolated over whether it was dualism of self.

(Was Descartes a tomb raider?) So, being a mad scientist who used to dissect corpses, He figured out the stereotypical anatomical position of the pineal gland, and since it’s in the middle of the brain, I thought it was the place where souls exist—so I’d neutered it with iron blood? wow..

The Reign of the Great Pharaoh

Anyway. What do those who believe that human will to act, in opposition to the uniform order of the body, manifests in another intangible form, really believe and think that way?

Is that heaven and God?

Why do some parts of humans so faithfully believe that there is a version of themselves in another dimension and in another being, rather than themselves. I'm very curious about this.

Is the escapism that arises during the development of the brain capacity of the species called humans and the process of socialization, indeed the gods and the afterlife who exist on earth. Then who was the first to use that on a political level? What are you doing, genius? Anyway, it’s clear that that was an insanely badass politician.

Anyway, I have many questions about this matter. I cannot tell whether the idea of mind-body dualism arises from a representation of the will or from an escapist awareness of reality! It’s a fork in the road where the outcome changes a lot, so I can’t know for sure. (Ah! The two forks in life!)

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TTRPG Games I’ve tried

 

It was in 2024. I happened to come across TTRPG. As a successful and trendsetting Asian cute girl, I once misunderstood the “TRPG” culture rooted in this country and those who enjoy it, thinking of them as disgusting beings.

As K-POP Stan living in Egypt, I think Korean culture and culture in general are wonderful, but the atmosphere of Korean-style "TRPG" and all the culture that has derived from it is simply repulsive. Not Western, not Japanese, but a lump of nerdy desire mixed with all of that.. Why do people act. I had thought of it as a tabletop game until now. It's an absurd fact. 

Me, the kind of person who does tabletop games! The game that made me go to confession and baptized me with water as a new person is [Tending]. At the time, I created a character called moe (萌え) for Tending and played the game. 

If you want to learn about moe, try translating the source text

Sources : https://brunch.co.kr/@sobnet/117

Moe, a witch, works in an old hospital building in the country of Korea that has been run since her grandfather’s time, and she makes a mysterious magical potion that has spread secretly among people. At Moe’s hospital, people in black suits rush in and turn the archive room into a complete mess... but then I felt so like a magical girl that I stopped. It feels disgusting. I felt like it was blurring the essence of the game.

Tending is a great game. In fact, it’s less of a game and more of a toolkit that makes you write great novels. Thanks to its very well-structured generator and game settings, it helps you make the most of any idea you have, no matter what.

[Game Settings Made with Tending. 1]

The sacred site AUGS-6327 was originally a laboratory building used to make artificial Homunculus. The experiment went wrong, and all the walls of the building were covered with human skin and muscle tissue. The people who had been working there also died, lying on the building’s outer wall. So the people in this area sometimes call this building a monster that ate people. Some people think this building is so terrifying and magnificent that they come here to see it, and a cult, in line with its own doctrine, has turned this place into their own sacred site.

They cut the building’s outer wall with a knife, drink the blood that comes out, and receive an oracle in the number of streams of blood flowing from their head to their forehead from that blood. They call this building “Mother’s Womb” and think of the building itself as a newly born god. They regard the building of this laboratory as a living being, a great and lofty entity, and they live here as a monumental that will achieve their spiritual unity.

They wrote a single phrase here and embedded a tombstone. “This is our flesh and the blood of our knowledge; we shall remember all these things again in the womb of our mother.”

[Game Settings Made with Tending. 2]

Source: Preserving the body or part of the body

The members of this community believe that when they die, they become gods. If any of them dies, they shall go to the town mortician, embalme him, and lay him in the bed where they lived. That place is exactly where that house becomes a temple. There are houses with three or more rooms for the dead. The priest of the funeral home on this street is also an auxiliary priest. He not only uses specially formulated drugs to prevent the body from decaying, but also uses them to make it vivid as if it were asleep. * The church at the center of the street is both a temple and a council where the community gathers.

Recollection: Saints - Succession - Body - Language - Ancestors - Dialogue - Visit - Rift - Power - Will to Live - Death - Accompaniment - Immovable - Room - Grave - Erosion - No Soil - Showroom - Display - Family Pride - Kitchen - House of the Exhibition - Cabinet of Curiosity - Shared Secret - Alive - Boundary - No Difference

Question:

• Will it make the difference between the living and the dead?
• Why must the dead be worshiped and sanctified?
• Is there a way for a dead person to come back to life and move around?
• Does displaying a corpse mean that a house can become a museum?

Bring Abyss of Hallucinations to the main

 

I start the game again. This time, all I want is to enjoy a proper game. No matter how hard I tried other games, I realized that if the tone and manner don’t match, you can’t truly know yourself. So in the end, the only games left are Mörk Borg - Abyss of Hallucinations and Unicorn Meat. I only have the thought that I want to live properly.

The PC's name is Evise. It’s a name chosen by rolling the dice, and although it’s not a name I particularly like, if you think of it as a fake name, it makes you think that the person who gave it to you is frivolous and not a very good person, so it seems fine.

Evise was offered as a sacrifice, as the bride of the rotten beetle, the god of night. To her right lay a ceremonial dagger, to be used when she cleaved her breast open to offer her heart. She cuts through everything with this dagger!

She does not remember who she is. He simply guesses that the name written on the leather prayer necklace hanging around his neck must be his own. While trying to configure the PC, I thought it didn’t make sense. One becomes engulfed in an existential terror, wondering what luck really is. I was prepared for anything. But contrary to my thoughts, my PC could not remember anything.

If you feel pressured by Korean, then you are a foreigner.

I also organized the characters in Lore Forge. I’m also going to organize the contents of the rulebook and only view it locally—would that be okay? I ask a question like a letter in a hopeless glass bottle..

That aside, I think this genre of games called TTRPGs is an incredibly fascinating order. Even by playing games obsessively, you can analyze my unconscious psychological tendencies and patterns. What do you mean by that! This fact is very interesting to a cute, hot Asian girl living in a TTRPG desert. The more you look, the more new it seems.

[ me at the playing game ]

[ I’ll let you know game progress based on my gameplay content ]

" Just as I was starting to wonder how far I had walked, the right lower abdomen, which had just been attacked by a monster, began to hurt. It hurt every time I walked, so I decided to look for a place to rest for a few days. This place feels like a dungeon. It is a place like a stone grave, with a musty, damp smell of earth all around. On the walls here, ivy vines were tangled together, as if they were freezing and multiplying one another. "

" After walking so much my legs ached, I realized that, somehow, I kept going back and forth repeatedly on the same path. As I began to feel confused and irritated, and at the same time worry about the aching stomach, I just collapsed right there. It was the center of a cross-shaped path with roads on all sides. Lying stretched out in a huge stone tomb with no one else inside, I shouted as if trying to let someone know that I was angry. It was an irritated wail "

Write a little more? Alright. In that case, I’ll show you my Hello Kitty.

I’m also a hot and cute Asian girl, so I like Hello Kitty too.

With my Playing Kitty, I can become someone who knows how to have fun!

I recently bought two notebooks. Actually, it’s a notebook cover. A notebook cover more expensive than the notebook itself. I think there is a problem with the world. I want to become a resistance fighter against the world, but the notebook cover was so beautiful. And so, today as well, I become an ideal citizen. Inside the pink notebook cover, about four notebooks are tucked in. After watching YouTube videos, I thought it would be nice to have a notebook where I could introduce my gaming PC and keep track of her whereabouts. And I started making it!

While watching YouTube videos, you can see various people creating notes to introduce their characters by making use of their aptitudes and talents. Some people do cosplay, while others do drawing. I agonized a lot over what I could do for my character. I still haven't found the answer. For now, I cut and pasted together or gathered the things I’ve collected and used over the years (especially paper items), and decorated the inside pages. I feel both excited to see what they will write next and worried. I am not particularly good with my hands.

First, I inserted a tarot card, then next to it, I cut out and pasted a page with a small spider taped down from the 19-year-old diary, onto the character’s business-card-like notebook cover. Below it is a painting of the magnificent appearance of the Peking duck and a book-shaped talisman. (Please don’t mind the little cute pudding.)

The images I have attached depict a woman’s body that differs from the typical sensual and provocative image of women. I had also clipped a photograph of a work by Marina Abramović from Umberto Eco’s book, and it made me curious about the magic circle drawn above the woman’s abdomen, cut out with a knife in that image.

In his naked state, after drinking the honey and wine placed on the table, he breaks the crystal goblet. Then, with a razor blade, he carves a star—also a symbol of communism—into his belly. After that, he strikes his own back with the stick on the table, and then lies down with his back to the cross-shaped ice. At this time, the ice gradually melts because of the heater installed in the ceiling, and the star-shaped scar becomes increasingly severe, “Lips of Thomas” (1974)

Sources_ https://www.artinsight.co.kr/news/view.php?no=50135

It was an interesting time. I thought this “red star” was a vehicle for talking about demonic or magical conventions, but it was telling a story about the state system. I feel a sense of regret. If it had been a wound to the devilishly wonderful woman I imagined, I would have been thrilled and very happy. begin TTRPG, this feeling actually makes me a little afraid.

Every objective fact is read subjectively in my mind and transformed into a game!

Just as I once believed, back when I was in elementary school, that I could get out of the lava-colored asphalt by stepping only on the white paint of a crosswalk, my mind laughs slyly like a Grinch and predestines everything I go through according to its own plan. If this is what the brain does, then I shouldn’t be playing games—I don’t know why I’m acting like this.

Theseus’s boat is a paradox appearing in Greek mythology: a thought experiment about whether an object remains the same even after its original elements have been replaced. This can be summarized as the question, “Even if every part of the ship has been replaced, is the ship still ‘that very ship’?” and, in some cases, it can be extended to the question, “If, while replacing parts of the ship, all the original parts are left in storage, and after replacing them all, the parts gathered in the storage are assembled into a ship, then what is truly the “original ship”?”

I become the protagonist of [ Ghost in the Shell ] and make and do the finger gesture before getting out of bed. Am I going to get hit. Could it be that my game is controlling me. There’s a cockpit in my head, and I wonder if a dog is piloting it. Anyway, because of the star-shaped bloodied wound, I got excited, but when I said to myself, “This is quite a serious problem,” to me.

Let’s go back to the note story. Without thinking much, I clipped a few pictures of the Talisman from a book about the Talisman in my notebook. And then we held the session. In that session, I ended up talking about talismans. At the boundary of this unconscious, what becomes the signifier is the substance that is actually practiced. Whether it was a painting, a video, or a gold coin made of pure gold.

Fashion A La Mode pudding

Hello? I'm a cat.

I drank coffee yesterday like a ridiculously strong guy and couldn’t sleep. It’s insanely strong.

Today, I brought an interesting story. Imagine a soft cat slowly unpacking its bundle I decided to go through undergrad, not go to a gallery, stationery merchant. I think, in fact, that no matter what, my life was destined to drift toward being a shopper and then a dealer.

In 2009, when I was in the first year of middle school, I bought my first issue of my magazine. Every month, while waiting for the Elle Girl and Vogue Girl, if my allowance allowed, I would buy the magazine that month. At that time, it was all about Tavi Gevinson.

A fashion blogger my age was famous, but I was amazed by that friend. In my young heart, I thought that friend was a cute guardian angel or a child like the protagonist of a manga such as Lala’s Star diary. Anyway, it was so fascinating that I devoured magazine like crazy. A world-class girl, topgirl Tavi Gabinson.. Looking back now, I think she was a really tough, gutsy guy.

How should we distinguish furries wearing fur suits from ordinary people wearing something shaped like animal ears and paw pads as a sort of event cosplay? According to Frazer’s theory, the law of contact refers to the law that things that have previously been in contact with each other will continue to interact even when they are no longer in contact. (roughly taken from Namuwiki) In other words, the practice of the will of indigenous animistic magic arises from the imitation of another, and as an example, the overall act of contact magic is to reaffirm one’s will to imitate through contact with another, wait for the transmission of power, and then act.

I think humans really are nothing more than idiots, no different from those in the prehistoric era. Primitive people who, wanting to gain strength from a strong animal, were painting in caves. Now, wearing a furrie suit, it wants to gain cute power from cute animals.

Anyway, I sometimes browse luxury goods based on those memories. But rather than thinking of it as something I’m buying, I see it as part of the art work. ​

There are so many fun, beautiful, and lovely things in the world—why not look at them before buying. Are you buying it instead of not buying it....

Is it perfect as a wedding gift? I don’t think that’s okay anymore either. Is it a single white? So is that, where many people live, a safe choice? If you’re going to have one, wouldn’t it be better to look cool and just buy the prettiest bag from your favorite brand. Damn, I still have questions about this and I don't understand it.

Damn, I’ve been thinking about it ever since I restarted my blog these past few days

No matter how you look at it, it must be something derived from this person named "Tavi Gevinson." This strange concept keeps rumbling in my head.

Tavi Gevinson, no matter how much I look at it

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Isn’t it “adorable guardian angels”?

(My favorite concept)

Think about it. Tavi Gevinson, the elementary school guy who suddenly appeared like a comet. She lives in the forest with her parents and falls into the world of fashion bloggers.. Build a reputation strong enough to be photographed alongside the formidable fashion guru Anna Wintour, so that people around the world will widely proclaim that achievement..

This narrative structure shares elements with Eunbi’s audition I watched as a child, as well as with Korean children’s comics featuring cute guardian angel-type girls. Elementary school kids all over the world should be crazy about it and go wild (like Justin Bieber), but maybe because it’s playing the Little It Girl role among adults and creating a smokescreen.

COME HERE BOY.. MOTHER WANT JUCIE LIPTINT

[ The Items in My Bag ]

1. Junichiro Tanizaki’s love of a madman. I read this through once. A very interesting novel. I think it’s rare for literature to depict realistic relationships between men and women, but it was glossed over with a sophisticated atmosphere.

2. Hello Kitty Diary. I filled up all the pages. The one attached beside it is Sarasa neon pink. I’m thinking of using it when I’m doodling or writing a diary at a café.

3. Smash a Nintendo game-chip case and carry a lip product and a cream inside it.

4. Wallet

5. Two packs of cigarettes

last word from Mr. Resetti:

​A lion’s trophy is a shamanistic ritual. The lion runs a butcher shop. Those meat guys are properly packed at the butcher shop. When the truth comes quickly, the lion sells its meat or distributes it among other lions. the lion is happy to accompany. Social worker, you.. I am not the king of the savanna. (Not even a techno king)

The significance of the existence of the alpha lion lies in social welfare. The lion looks great and is kind. That's the kind of animal. I am very afraid of dragons.The Eastern dragon is a sage, whereas the Western dragon is always guarding the castle. You're a son of a _________. That’s an insanely strong bastard.

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